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so someone wrote slut on my locker.
how pleasant.
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[14 Oct 2005|11:34pm] |
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Todays youth is truely pathetic.
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[10 Oct 2005|10:05pm] |
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Friday- me and nicole went too the vfw but was LAME. just a bunch of emo cover bands were playing so shannon, sarah, nicole and i went too xacktek for a lovely evening.
Saturday- i hung out with Andy and Andy Lu and it was so much fun.we went too chipotle and some girls birthday party. it was kewl. except sarah put fucking cake on my face. that was pretty lame. but there was a bond fire and this kid roasted marshmellows for me. so that made me happy. hah.
Sunday- i hung out with the lovely tyler and dave. and took pictures for their band. but now tyler is mad at me =(
Monday - went too the movies with jason and saw wallace and garmit and the curse of the were-rabbit hah.and emily rose. and now we're at xacktek.
so it was a pretty good weekend. x3
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[24 Sep 2005|12:10pm] |
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yesterday was one of the best days that i've had in a while.
i didnt go too school so me and tyler spent the day together =) i love that kid.
and then nicole spent the night. =)
there has been alot of drama lately but im gonna try and work it all out today. im sorry if i've been hard too deal with lately, but alot has been going on. thanx <3
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[20 Sep 2005|03:10pm] |
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alright,
so basically everyone screwed me over. i have dont kno what too do. i tell people things in confidence and then they tell everyone else just too have sumthing too talk about. and no im not talking behind peoples back, if thats what your assuming. i tell "my friends" my problems and whats bothering me, so i can feel better and figure out what too do. but of course they tell everyone say, and fuck up relationships and treat you like shit. you cant fucking trust anyone.
i think i might loose someone who is very important too me becuz of shit like this.
im so fucking done with all this. i cant do it anymore.
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[19 Sep 2005|07:54pm] |
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im so dumb. im fucking done.
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[10 Sep 2005|07:49pm] |
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pretty much the same thing as the last entry but read it if you wanna.
okay, so this has been the worst fucking week of my life. so much has happend i have been brought into reality. no one likes a girl like me. somone who isnt what mtv would call beautiful. im just a bitch right? becuz i dont follow all the trends and dont agree with what the cool kids say and do. i dont care if you call me scene. im not and i know im not. smoking, drinking and drugs arent cool, kids walk around with a cigerette in their mouth thinking their hot shit. its fucking pathetic, why do you think the youth is so corrupted. everyone is so shallow. dont tell me you dont like me cuz im ugly and dont tell me i shouldnt be with someone cuz there ugly. and dont tell me im not cool enough for someone or there not cool enough for me.how about you like me becuz you think im fun or nice or what ever the fuck you like in a person. dont say you like someone for their looks. looks dont get you a relationship. everyone is so shallow.and you cant trust anyone. people will say anything too get what they want. best friend. thats such a joke, a best friend wouldnt make an idiot out of you in front of others. a best friend wouldnt talk about you so they woud look good. they would be there and stand by you, not walk away too be with some bitch.and dont tell me shit so i will pity you. i dont say this kind of shit for pity or so you will give me all the attention you think i so desperatly want, im just pissed. everyone is so fucking pathetic, just thought i would share what i think about all these people. talk too me if you want, i dont care anymore. i cant fucking take it and i dont think i can deal with it. im gonna snap and i dont kno what too fucking do. but w/e.
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[08 Sep 2005|04:45pm] |
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this is where i tell why im so angry.
first of all i am sick of people who do and say things just for attention and pity. you probably thinks thats what im doing, but its not. im just pissed. its so fucking lame too say shit about other people just so you can have something too talk about. and if your gonna talk about someone say it too their face, everyone eventually finds out who said what. you cant trust anyone anymore. people wouldnt have too bitch about their lives on livejournal if they could just talk too someone and kno their not gonna laugh or tell every other fucking person. people say what they have too just so they can get what they want from you. dont tell me i can say what i feel and then get mad at me because you dont like it. even school sux. i cant even do the work thats how fucking dumb i am . i dont have any talent. and im definatly not smart.and im ugly. so basically life sux and will contiue you too. thanx too who ever read this.
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[05 Sep 2005|09:47am] |
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it sux when you love someone and they dont love you back.
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[31 Aug 2005|05:08pm] |
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hmmm i never do know what too wrote in these silly journals. so i just thought i would let you all kno i still go on. comment plz =) <3333
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[16 Aug 2005|11:54am] |
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i got my schedule changed... now i have algebra 1 first and orchestra 2nd.
<3
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[15 Aug 2005|11:10am] |
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schedule
1. orchestra
2.algebra 1 RJB
3.studyhall rm 266
4. Computer literacy 144
5. lunch
6.p.e
7.english1 NFK
8. biology BWL
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[01 Aug 2005|05:32pm] |
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so my band broke up. but im starting a punk band with vince.
i think my best friend is mad at me.=( but i hope he isn't. i think im losing alot of my friends.
<3
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[13 Jul 2005|06:49pm] |
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lets see..
on monday i went too the mirror show.
tuesday tyler came over and we watched the poltragiest(?) and children of the corn and had a lovely day.
and today i went too the mall with sarah, chelsea and jessie. then went too sarah's softball game. and now i am here. so it was a pretty swell day.=)
<3
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[09 Jul 2005|06:05pm] |
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yesterday..
i went too xacktek with sarah, tyler, jeff and colleen. then went too the barn..blah blah blah..
me and sarah came too my house then went too bradley's and we went too spectrum and what not.
and ya... no one reads this but whatever.. <3
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[07 Jul 2005|01:51pm] |
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well. i haven'tupdatedin a while soo ya....
well now i'm at lindsay watching fosters home for imaginary friends with lindsay and megan. and we're going too brad's?
i'll update more later. <3
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[19 Apr 2005|05:33pm] |
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heyy...
today i went to the gym with kylee and aimee... got a good workout lol.... not much really going on ..
comment?
<33
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[12 Apr 2005|12:25pm] |
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akoha.......
yesterday i hung out with kylee,tyler, and becky.i dyed kylee's hair... it looks pretty spiffy =)
then me and ky went to the gym with aleks.. and we're going back today.....
life is dull... comment..................
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[09 Apr 2005|07:23pm] |
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hmm........... today i went to the mall with lindsay kelsey and kelsey....we went to ikea.... went to carsons, put on whorey make-up...lots of fun=)
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